Saturday, September 18, 2004

If I died

If I were to die tonight, I would die knowing that I have truly loved. I gave my heart fully and though it didn't work out, I can still look back and be happy.

I would die knowing that I have been truly happy. I was driving home on a back road with the windows rolled down and the radio turned up. I was singing as loud as I could and wasn't worried about all of the love bugs flying about. The sun was setting on a beautiful day. I stopped to thank God for the glorious day He gave us and for giving me the chance to experience it in the way that I had. It was then that I realized that I was truly happy. And I said a prayer of praise for that. I love my life and my family and my friends. Life is wonderful.

I would die knowing that I have always had a best friend to talk to...I was blessed with her from birth and I love her so much. Sara is and always will be my absolute best friend. To my other friends - y'all are the greatest and you know who you are!

I was blessed with the best parents in the world. The best grandparents in the world. The best family in the world.

I would die with no regrets. I have never done anything I didn't want to do. I have never not done anything for fear of regretting it later. Everything I have done in life, I have done because I wanted to not because someone else wanted me to. I have my morals. I have my beliefs...and they have made life easier for me...if that's possible.

I love my life and everything in it. Life is wonderful. BUSH '04!

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