rush of emotions = random post

I feel the urge to write yet have nothing to say. I am in the process of scraping my jaw up off the the very table that this computer sits on. I had some news tonight, not unpleseant, just unexpected. My reaction to the news is still in the works. Yes that's right, I don't know how to react, so until I do, my mouth will remain open. My grandmother would say that I could catch flies in it...

On a different note, I had supper last night with a wonderful sister in Christ and today I had the joy of lunching with another wonderful sister in Christ. God has greatly blessed me with two incredible girls to hang out with and talk to this past year. It's so important to have girl friends in your life. They keep you in check and everyone needs that a little now and then. They have such wonderful big hearts for the Lord. I admire them both.

I have asked God to let me be fully single and enjoy all the wonderful things it has to offer. I pray a prayer to him about it multiple times during the day. I want to focus all my attention on him. One day Mr. Right will come into my life and it will be wonderful, but I need to focus on the real Mr. Right...my Lord is always perfect and loving and I always take comfort in Him. He is my strength. I love that I can say, "God, I really need you to help me through this day because I just feel like giving up." I know he's right there with me. I love to picture Him walking with me, always. It's such a beautiful picture. He's with me wherever I go and I take comfort in that.

This is really just a random post, isn't it? I've just got a lot of things on my mind right now and they are all jumbled up. Maybe if I could get my bottom lip back with my top lip, things might come out better...maybe not. I'm still in shock. I know, I haven't said why...well here it is...I was the transition girl, not the rebound, the transition girl. You could be thinking, ahh, not the rebound, that's good right? No one wants to be the rebound! Well, no one really wants to be the transition either. I mean, come one...that's says you weren't really feeling anything at all. You were just in the process of transitioning from from the ex girlfriend (something bad) to the new girlfriend (something better) but then there is me, in between...what does that make me? The transition...

Ack...no more words...like I said, it's me and my God...and my wonderful girlfriends...and my sister and my dad and my super cute dog...can't forget Randy...and the Holy Babblers...and lots of other things...I do have a wonderful life with wonderful people in it. Every once in a while you just need a reality check.