Saturday, July 23, 2005

It's ok to hurt

I came to the realization tonight 30 minutes after talking to a friend for two hours that it is ok to miss someone. (I know this wasn't her intention to make me realize this, but I'm gald she did.) I've tried so hard all summer to block out a certain someone for fear of hurting. I don't want to hurt, I don't want to cry, I don't want to be sad. But I am human and as a human, I feel all of these things and it's ok. And it's ok to start crying out of the blue because the fact of the matter is I do hurt. I was deeply moved by a person and it didn't work out and now I find myself trying to forget how I felt because I don't want to hurt now.

I can't even write this right now...

Thank you, friend, for our conversation tonight.

1 comment:

kjh said...

Haley...you are such an awesome person! And I'm right there with you in so many ways.