I want my sister back

I want my sister back. I want to see her smile again and hear her laugh. I want her to watch a movie with me or just sit and listen to music with me. I just want her back. She has had the life stolen from her and the only emotion that she can feel right now is sadness.

How do you tell someone that has lost every emotion in her body that things will get better. How do I make her realize this isn't what God wants for her life. That isn't who God had planned for her. I don't think God's intention is for you to be with someone who is going to hurt you. I think you must trust that God is going to bless you with someone so perfect for you and He doesn't want to hurt you. So when you are with someone that hurts you, I don't think God wants you to stay there. I believe that everything does happen for a reason, but I don't think the reason is to keep getting hurt. (I know a lot of this probably doesn't make sense, I'm just so upset right now that everything is just pouring out.)

I'm trying to supress any feelings of anger that I have right now. Truthfully, I am so upset that I want to just scream so loud that it makes me cry. To scream so loud that tears actaully fall from my eyes - I've only done it once before and I really think I need to do it again. I won't though. It gave me a really bad headache.

What I really want right now is to fly away with Peter Pan....second star to the right and straight on until morning.